trapped

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 I can't be myself around these people. I have to pretend that I'm some sweet innocent little shit, when all I really wanna do is scream!!! I have always had serious anger issue's I was able to express them everywhere else but gawd forbid I even look mad in this house!! Oh but one day I'm gonna snap, I have before and I will again. I can only hold it in for so long... sometimes I just wanna ______________________________.  But no I have to be a mature adult, with no care in the world the I have been dignosed depressed and bipolar. But no nothing is wrong with me I don't have problems because IF for some reason I do. I have to share it with the world. >_<   kill me!!