I feel sick

[dont-hold-me-up.livejournal.com]

This is disgusting. The Westboro Baptist Church (who for those of you who don't know are a bunch of hate mongers who are extremely anti gay , their website's url is godhatesfags.com, they are known for their hateful slogans "AIDS Cures Fags" and "Fags Die, God Laughs", also known for protesting at memorials to Matthew Sheppard a homosexual who was brutally murdered, as well as protesting at the funerals of the Virginia Tech victims because they said higher learning promotes rebellion against God.) has stated that they plan to picket at the funeral of actor Heath Ledger because of his role in Brokeback Mountain where he portrayed a bisexual. This is just wrong. People like this must be stopped.

Dreams ...

[sapphireroseivy.livejournal.com]

I am walking through a graveyard in the afternoon (I'm a goth ... what a shocker there) and I come upon a funeral where I see the man and woman who adopted my girls. I go closer to see what the hell is going on and I see in the two coffins, MY Daughters ... DEAD. I start to scream but nothing comes out; and then I wake up.

That one still happens every so often

Last week I had a dream that I saw Grace in a store and I went up to her and said "grace?" And she recognized me but then said I'm not Grace ... I'm Molly ....

And last night I dreamed that I had another baby and that it was so sickly it looked like it would not survive but as she sucked milk from my breast she started looking more alive and vibrant and I felt happy.


SO, ANYONE HAVE ANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT OUR SUBCONSCIOUS IS TRYING TO TELL US?????

SNRI vs SSRI

[wiisp.livejournal.com]

Would anyone be willing to tell me about personal experiences with SNRIs, particularly in how they compare to SSRIs? I used to take Zoloft, then Prozac, but learned of too many serious side effects from that class of antidepressant and stopped. I'm starting on Effexor today and I was just wondering how similar they are.