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hellsingripvan.livejournal.comI know I don't really post much, and I know the community doesn't know me too well, but I'm at a really upsetting point that I just want to let out...
I don’t think I love you…
Yeah that’s what he said, I came up to George’s apartment late on Friday, spent the night, and Saturday morning after we had sex, he was sitting on the edge of the bed, and said “I don’t think I love you.” GEE THANKS! It’s not like you could’ve said anything BEFORE we had sex. You asshole. You led me along fed me your fucking lines. PROPOSED to me, lied to me and all of a sudden you decide that you don’t love me.
That you don’t love me.
So for the last 5 months you led me along, played with my heart and used me as a pawn in your sick sex game of your sexual conquests.
It’s not like you learn to love or anything asshole.
Enjoy the rest of your life ALONE asshole. Because we all know that there is no other sane man or women in the world that would even consider dealing with you or all your problems.
The night terrors
Panic Disorder
Paranoia
Dissociative amnesia
Drug induced Lupus erythumus
Hemophilia
Recovering coke addiction
Sex addiction
Yes because we all know who would want to deal with that! Yes george, you may be ‘gifted’ in bed but that’s not everything. Just because you have a big penis does not garunty that you’re a good lover. It doesn’t mean that you’re a good person.
You fucking toyed with my heart just as I was opening up after Stetson, You took my heart and threw it in a fucking microwave like an egg. THANKS SO MUCH FUCKER.
Good luck finding someone to love and take care of you like I did. GOOD FUCKING LUCK.
You’re going to die alone and you should for what you’ve done. I’ve put up with a lot A FUCKING LOT from you and everyone knows it. EVERYONE KNOWS.
The hospital visits, the frequent sex. The twitching the drug addiction
YES GEORGE because we all know that you’re so great that women and men should cater to you
You honestly think that you can find “someone else”
HA! I doubt it, seriously doubt it. The only reason that I dealt with you was because I actually LOVED you dipshit.
I didn’t transfer anything like I did before. I actually loved you. I opened my heart to you and loved you. Obviously. I clean up your vomit, held your head over the toilet, took care of you, never left your side in the hospital. AND YOU COULDN”T SEE THAT AS LOVE?! How goddamn BLIND must you be? HOW BLIND?!
“I don’t think I love you?!”
that’s such a half assed excuse, you’re 28 years old and you’re just afraid of commitment. You can’t even commit yourself to a relationship. What is wrong with you! DAMN YOU! DAMN YOU TO HELL!
Enjoy what’s rest of your life…alone asshole.
As plath said in her infamous poem.
“…you bastard I’m THROUGH”
I’ve had it, and people wonder why I prefer to date girls.
I can’t remember the last time I was so upset. Seriously.
I’m going to eat a lot of ice cream, half a bottle of aspirin some beer, and sleep for a while. A long while.
God I’m upset.
I don’t think I love you…
Yeah that’s what he said, I came up to George’s apartment late on Friday, spent the night, and Saturday morning after we had sex, he was sitting on the edge of the bed, and said “I don’t think I love you.” GEE THANKS! It’s not like you could’ve said anything BEFORE we had sex. You asshole. You led me along fed me your fucking lines. PROPOSED to me, lied to me and all of a sudden you decide that you don’t love me.
That you don’t love me.
So for the last 5 months you led me along, played with my heart and used me as a pawn in your sick sex game of your sexual conquests.
It’s not like you learn to love or anything asshole.
Enjoy the rest of your life ALONE asshole. Because we all know that there is no other sane man or women in the world that would even consider dealing with you or all your problems.
The night terrors
Panic Disorder
Paranoia
Dissociative amnesia
Drug induced Lupus erythumus
Hemophilia
Recovering coke addiction
Sex addiction
Yes because we all know who would want to deal with that! Yes george, you may be ‘gifted’ in bed but that’s not everything. Just because you have a big penis does not garunty that you’re a good lover. It doesn’t mean that you’re a good person.
You fucking toyed with my heart just as I was opening up after Stetson, You took my heart and threw it in a fucking microwave like an egg. THANKS SO MUCH FUCKER.
Good luck finding someone to love and take care of you like I did. GOOD FUCKING LUCK.
You’re going to die alone and you should for what you’ve done. I’ve put up with a lot A FUCKING LOT from you and everyone knows it. EVERYONE KNOWS.
The hospital visits, the frequent sex. The twitching the drug addiction
YES GEORGE because we all know that you’re so great that women and men should cater to you
You honestly think that you can find “someone else”
HA! I doubt it, seriously doubt it. The only reason that I dealt with you was because I actually LOVED you dipshit.
I didn’t transfer anything like I did before. I actually loved you. I opened my heart to you and loved you. Obviously. I clean up your vomit, held your head over the toilet, took care of you, never left your side in the hospital. AND YOU COULDN”T SEE THAT AS LOVE?! How goddamn BLIND must you be? HOW BLIND?!
“I don’t think I love you?!”
that’s such a half assed excuse, you’re 28 years old and you’re just afraid of commitment. You can’t even commit yourself to a relationship. What is wrong with you! DAMN YOU! DAMN YOU TO HELL!
Enjoy what’s rest of your life…alone asshole.
As plath said in her infamous poem.
“…you bastard I’m THROUGH”
I’ve had it, and people wonder why I prefer to date girls.
I can’t remember the last time I was so upset. Seriously.
I’m going to eat a lot of ice cream, half a bottle of aspirin some beer, and sleep for a while. A long while.
God I’m upset.
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