Hello?

[myownincubus.livejournal.com]

Hey everyone. I have a problem of chronic lonesomeness and would like to talk to anyone on a messenger if you are interested.
My messengers:
Yahoo: ladylizbethpoet
MSN: grizzlyfire@hotmail.com 
AIM: MyOwnIncubus

do you ever get the feeling...

[hang-in-there.livejournal.com]

do you ever get the feeling that people aren't really your friends? That they're just being nice to you, maybe because they feel sorry for you? I've got people on my Myspace friend's list who used to be who I thought were my friends, but just ignore me. I try to be nice, write comments, but they ignore me. I also sometimes think that about friends, especially when they don't call me, like, do I really exist in their world? I always beg people to be honest with me and let me know if something's wrong or if they don't like me, but I wonder. Its one thing on LJ, because almost all my friends here are just online. but almost all my Myspace friends are people I know personally. Especially since I moved to Arizona, its like I don't exist anymore.

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[iheartsantino.livejournal.com]

so who was attacked by a ghost on halloween? any run-ins with goblins or ghouls? alien abductions? anything interesting? anything gorey and gruesome?

*pauses, looking around cautiously...*

you'll never take me alive!!!

*runs down hallway giggle crazily*

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[hang-in-there.livejournal.com]

Do you think guys and girls can be just friends?
Or do guys only want to get in girl's pants?

advice kthx

[xstillxframex.livejournal.com]

hey all I would like your help, I've been asking everywhere I could since I'm so new to relationships and I always seem to attract older guys...

Sooo I'm 18 (well almost..).
I met this guy through a group, and he is let's say a little just out of college age? Probably late twenties early thirties...y'ah know.
Anyway.
After the first couple of meetings, I've been noticing him gazing at me for longer than a split second.

Earlier this month, the group went onto a retreat and I ended up spending enormous amount of time with him.

He is gorgeous btw, and pretty cute.

Through out the day he kept gazing at me, and look away whenever I turned my head.
We went on a walk together, and just talked about anything and everything.
We were putting up decorations for a party and I was giving him a piece of tape and our fingers brushed against each other, and obviously he didn't need to do that.
We made a lot of eye contact too.
And finally when we all posed for a group picture, he put his arm around my waist when I least expected it. We were all putting our arms around our shoulders but he put his around my waist.

I'm confused because a. he wears a silver ring made with two rings intertwined with each other. So I don't know if he's just be extremely nice to me, or what. b. if he is married, he never talks about his wife, only about his sister. And all the married men I know talk about their wife tonssss because they are inlove with them

Anyway help?
Also he could be a little old, but I'm always a sucker for older men, as they seem to be more mature and open-minded.
Also I've never had a relationship ship, and I've been hurt in the past by men so I have a BIG fear of rejection. I can talk to men, but I can never express really how I feel about them.

ARGH I know this situation could be risky, but why is he showing me all these signs? THANKS SO MUCH YOU GUYS RULE!

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[silenceiskey.livejournal.com]

It's late. I should be asleep, but my body feels so tight and constricted.
MMMmmm.
College shit is stupid. I would rather just go and skip the whole application process.

I need friends.
Who will get drunk with me.
Who have racy humor and scars.

Fuck. Someone come get me.