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[iheartsantino.livejournal.com]

been kind of depressed lately. and my complete isolation from my friends (due to my and their own work schedules) doesnt seem to help.
i need some happy time.

Meds.....*grinds teeth*

[joepagan.livejournal.com]

I am having the craptastic week from hell.

I have not had my meds in 4 days, and being Zoloft, it's like this zappy feeling of vertigo flying out of no-where. I feel like I keep having someone sneak up on me and hit me in the head with a baseball bat.

Top it off, and I can't think straight, nor can I keep my emotions in check. Everything bugs me, and people drive me crazy. I just want to go and shoot myself or jump in traffic or something. I have such a massive headache all the time.

I am just going f'ing crazy, and I bet that in a few days if this isn't fixed I am gonna start getting all paranoid and jumpy and think everyone is trying to keep everything to themselves and hide things from me. Argh, I hate being nuts, its so freaking complicated.

Sorry to just blow up in here, but it seems the right place. Does anyone know of a reason for needing more water when coming off of a drug like Zoloft? I drink like 3 times the water and get dehydrated all the time.

Grrrr......