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[roxanathedork.livejournal.com]

Am I a bitch for making people see reality?

There is only so much secondhand-idealism I can swallow down before I explode.

Or is it that I am compensating because I have such a pessimistic view on life that i want to ruin their optimism?

Basically, am I right: is optimism=idealism.

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[iheartsantino.livejournal.com]

im freaking out. i feel like a failure because i cant find a job. ive been trying for two months now and no such luck. i suck.