Jun. 8th, 2007

[identity profile] persephone-thea.livejournal.com
Ive been living in a colourful little place in my head lately. I dont have a clear grasp on reality, but I know that I am safe. I am content; I cant say that I am happy, but I can say that I am not unhappy. 

Things are sometimes chaotic, but I find that beautiful things can come from the chaos and madness and I like it that way. Chaotic is a nice place to visit, I wouldnt want to live here though.

I feel that creative tingle again. Deep inside of me where my secrets and imagination sleeps. I want to create something, many things... any thing. And the time is coming, soon... I can feel it. I am going to make something beautful and strange. Well I hope its strange.

I feel prettier too. Not all the time, but just now; sitting here alone at 4:22 in the morning. I feel vulnerable... I think vulnerability is pretty. Ive been taking pictures again... its a good sign.

I am tired, but Im not sleepy. So I will look at pretty flowers on the internet and dream of the day when my body will be healthy, fit and colourful. It wont be soon, but one day it will be mine. Its a promise I made to myself a long time ago...

I hope you all are well. I miss you my loveys and Ive been thinking about you lately. I am going to try to come more often... I hope you havent forgotten me.

Xposted to my journal.
[identity profile] iheartsantino.livejournal.com
today a girl i know is getting people together to celebrate her birthday. at school we had this one group and i wasn't really close with anyone in the group but i was there. and when some of the other girls talked about it a few weeks ago i told them that i hadn't been invited, but that was fine with me because i hadn't expected to be invited. they assured me that no, i just hadn't been around when it was discussed but that i was wanted there. i thought it was unfortunate that i hadn't gotten close enough to them to have been invited, but i was okay with it. so today is when they are getting together.
it would've been nice to have been wrong.

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