Perhaps I should request Prozac?
Jun. 1st, 2007 09:03 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
I didn't cry because the boy didn't get the girl or because the mommy died...
I cried because I thought the same thoughts and I felt the same way and I went through the same things....
For those who have watched it read on (although I don't think I'm going to spoil anything):
I felt the same way about things that the main character, Christina Ricci, did.
My train of logic paralleled on hers to almost an exact match.
The only three things I differed with the main character in were:
-I am a mathematics major.
-My parents never divorced.
-(This is if I had the same boyfriend and circumstance she had in the movie): After I met my boyfriends sister I would not have come to the same conclusion as her about her boyfriends motives. Although I wouldn't have thought what she had, I still understand how and why she went that way in her mind.
It was very upsetting to see my irrational and (to me)-logical thoughts be said by someone else...
After I finished watching the movie I was caught between two concepts of which neither could I fully adhere to:
-This movie should make me feel a little less uneasy, seeing as how others are as exponentially different from the overwhelming population as myself.
-I really need to do something about my attitudes and thought patterns before I chase everyone out of my life and I end up alone or worse, hated by everyone I have ever truly cared about.
I really want to find some solace in the fact that there are others who feel those twisted emotions as heavy as I do, making it near impossible to see things in any other way but in the complete shadow of the emotion at hand; But I cannot and I'm not sure why...