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[delicatefairy.livejournal.com]

sorry, I think i'm gonna delete my account.
Ive been taking way too big of risks by posting a public journal and I'm getting the feeling that its gonna bite me in the ass.
I'm sorry, i know this is gonna suck for a lot of people.
If you want to keep in touch; e-mail me at OrangeFlavoredfairy@Yahoo.com

Scream

[sadandangry.livejournal.com]

( Scream )

Cerulean Fire

[son-of-tomorrow.livejournal.com]

A spark, here. A flicker, there.
The cavern is lit with the madness of heat.
Power, he feels, for the fire is bright.
The fire is strong. The fire is hot.
Fire, he roars, in his unspoken tongue.
It is mine to keep! I am its god!
He runs out the cavern, holding his torch.
A flash of blue. He is no more.
The charged electrons remain for a moment.
Fire engulfs him ever so briefly.
The storm slows and stops, its duty is done.
The god of fire has fallen, like so many before.

More Rantage.

[confusedlunatic.livejournal.com]

Worst. Day. Ever.

( Please... I just don't understand )

Always thinking the worst

[cheekaboo.livejournal.com]

I have this tendency to randomly picture horrible things happening. Things relative to what I am doing at that present time. Like, when I'm driving somewhere I'll zone for a moment and picture myself say... hitting the gas pedal by accident waiting at an intersection and colliding with oncoming traffic. Then I'm back to the present and that's that. It's little things too, like imagery of myself falling down the stairs as I walk down them. Seeing myself slip in the tub as I'm showering and crack my head open.

I guess I'm just wondering if that's all too common or something I need to seek a solution for. The images themselves don't normally bother me or spook me, only when it involves my daughter. I'm paranoid about anything happening to her, ever.

I can't tell you how many times I've been out walking her in the stroller and pictured a car losing control and plowing into us on the sidewalk. I hate it.

Is this a common thing? Is it something that can be wittled down to anxiety or even typical parental worries and fears manifesting?

(no subject)

[persephone-thea.livejournal.com]

::Opens door to room and looks around::

Wow... where have all my lovey's gone to? And who are all these new people? And where is all the fun and games?

STILLBOURNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not coming out until this place feels like my home again.

But know that rottenpeicesand I are fine in here... its kinda cozy just the two of us!

::Goes back inside room, shuts the door and locks it::