*headdesk*
Mar. 1st, 2007 05:13 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. Stupid me, stupid crushes, stupid falling in love with someone I barely know, stupid if I'm mistaking it for love when all it is is a crush, stupid if I'm not mistaken and it really is. Stupid lesser crushes on only those people who are least available to me. Stupid urge to place myself completely at the mercy of someone I barely know and yet want to trust with my life and more. Stupid hopes, stupid dreams, stupid failures.
I want her. I want to be hers, completely, totally, hers. For as long as she'll have me.
I met her a week ago.
*headdesk*
And to top that off, on those few occasions when I can manage to stop thinking about her without pressing matters at hand, I start obsessing about the past and what would have happened.
Damn it all!
I want her. I want to be hers, completely, totally, hers. For as long as she'll have me.
I met her a week ago.
*headdesk*
And to top that off, on those few occasions when I can manage to stop thinking about her without pressing matters at hand, I start obsessing about the past and what would have happened.
Damn it all!