Short Bus? Any takers?
Jan. 3rd, 2007 12:53 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
I feel like everyday is a new transition. I can feel the constant change in my life and the events that lead up to them. I feel like I can handle new situations and development's with more insight and knowledge. I can accept things... no matter how difficult it is.
Its almost like being outside of myself, and being my own conscience. I feel that I am finally doing what is right for me and that the things in my life are all happening for a reason.
I love how complex people are. I love how complex I am. The good and the bad. I am learning to let go, I am learning to move forward and I am learning how to love myself; even if the other people around me dont love me anymore.
I like being me, I always have and I wouldnt want to be anyone else... well maybe for a day or a week, just to see what its like, but thats just another part of me... I live half in fantasy and I like it that way.
I deal with the realities of life as they come, but it is nice to have a little corner of my mind to curl up in and pretend... its what makes me unique. I am special dammit!! Some would say I am the 'short bus' kind of special, but you know what? The people on the short bus are happy and they love freely, what is so fucking wrong with that?
(x-posted to my LJ)
Its almost like being outside of myself, and being my own conscience. I feel that I am finally doing what is right for me and that the things in my life are all happening for a reason.
I love how complex people are. I love how complex I am. The good and the bad. I am learning to let go, I am learning to move forward and I am learning how to love myself; even if the other people around me dont love me anymore.
I like being me, I always have and I wouldnt want to be anyone else... well maybe for a day or a week, just to see what its like, but thats just another part of me... I live half in fantasy and I like it that way.
I deal with the realities of life as they come, but it is nice to have a little corner of my mind to curl up in and pretend... its what makes me unique. I am special dammit!! Some would say I am the 'short bus' kind of special, but you know what? The people on the short bus are happy and they love freely, what is so fucking wrong with that?
(x-posted to my LJ)