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Time for Thursday Therapy :)


Time to go kill a stickfigure version of yourself
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oohh fuck...

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i would bleed before i ever cheated on the man. i love him more than i sometimes love myself. and that's a lot. i'm more IN love with him than i was in the beginning. he's the man. he's MY man. and i'm his girl. and i wouldn't have it any other way.

but our third...

he makes me shiver, just by being close to me. all i can think about is his body. his immense build, the way he whispers in my ear, the way he can literally pick me up as if i were a rag doll. every bruise just reminds me of what was, painfully and taunting and tormenting me. and i love it. i get ever so slightly jealous when he talks about other girls. luckily the man wants to chill with having our third around for a while. but doesn't matter, when we hang out just to hang out, i know we are BOTH thinking about it. i know we both want it. but i wont.

i would never.

i don't know what to do. get over it? ignore it? stop seeing him? he's a good friend, and i know he really honestly cherishes his friendships with me and the man.
should he not be our third anymore? or will these stupid feelings go away?