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Apr. 3rd, 2006 12:34 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
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None of you know me, fair enough since when I start or join new things I get scared and run away because I know that no one will like me. But right now, I really need some help.
I have a friend who I've known all my life, our families are close and she's always been there for me. A bit over a year ago, we had to say goodbye to another good friend due to leukimia (RIP Nee-nee). About 3 weeks ago, her brother died. On Fri, her dad hung himself
I live in a small town in the middle of nowhere and in a place where mental illness is swept under the rug. Mr. Le wasn't a depressed man, he had a good life, he loved his children but having to bury his son killed him.
I know I should be there for Doan and 'suck it up' but right now I can't. I'm having a really hard time and I just want to get fucked. Drink or cut or something...I want pills. I need pills. Lots of lovely life stopping pills. I don't know where to go or who to talk to, I'm sorry for posting here but I know that I'm not the only one who gets these feelings and I just...I don't know