Mar. 31st, 2006
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Mar. 31st, 2006 09:07 amI remember a time when i had a really cool family on internet we had fun we where ourselves
then as usual some grew discontents over petty matters some lied some acted only for themsevles and it all went to hell
tought in these time i did mostly all the fucking job and was viewed as not mutch and yes im aware i was mostly being used due to my too kind nature when i like something i still miss these time when we lafted for hours
we never needed games back then only to talk togheter was so fun and refreshing
now it's all splited up all i've worked so hard for back then is in hell i got many scars of that time too
a things i alone apparently never forgot but as my mom used to says: it never work when there are 3
and now one of the 3 is dead and it's not better
tought i always laft and makes jokes and rise people spirit up despite all that im sad, but im ALIVE
this place seems nice..and seems like it's falling appart too that's why i dont come too nears i can't bare it again

then as usual some grew discontents over petty matters some lied some acted only for themsevles and it all went to hell
tought in these time i did mostly all the fucking job and was viewed as not mutch and yes im aware i was mostly being used due to my too kind nature when i like something i still miss these time when we lafted for hours
we never needed games back then only to talk togheter was so fun and refreshing
now it's all splited up all i've worked so hard for back then is in hell i got many scars of that time too
a things i alone apparently never forgot but as my mom used to says: it never work when there are 3
and now one of the 3 is dead and it's not better
tought i always laft and makes jokes and rise people spirit up despite all that im sad, but im ALIVE
this place seems nice..and seems like it's falling appart too that's why i dont come too nears i can't bare it again

Veronika Decides to Die
Mar. 31st, 2006 09:33 amI confess, to the asylum, my inactivity for a long time before (but never left). I've read some of the posts, regarding the current issues and i felt rather... sad. I am hoping we'd all go through this. Especially Nurse Stillbourne. *hugs*
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But anyway, the reason I had the urge to do this because I was reading this book entitled "Veronika Decides to Die" by Paulo Coehlo. It's about a girl who decides to commit suicide but then woke up finding herself in a mental hospital. An Asylum.
But she is going to die within 5-6 days and within those days that she is finding the will to live.
I just think the book shows us an asylum in a different view. That all people are insane in their own way and crazy is defined as being unable to communicate your own feelings but you can percieve and take in all your surroundings.
In that asylum, ppl 'want' to get in by using their money and some ppl doesn't even have mental incapabilities. It's as if the real world is inside that asylum, where ppl don't restrain you, because afterall, you are crazy.
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Oh I hope you do get that.
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But anyway, the reason I had the urge to do this because I was reading this book entitled "Veronika Decides to Die" by Paulo Coehlo. It's about a girl who decides to commit suicide but then woke up finding herself in a mental hospital. An Asylum.
But she is going to die within 5-6 days and within those days that she is finding the will to live.
I just think the book shows us an asylum in a different view. That all people are insane in their own way and crazy is defined as being unable to communicate your own feelings but you can percieve and take in all your surroundings.
In that asylum, ppl 'want' to get in by using their money and some ppl doesn't even have mental incapabilities. It's as if the real world is inside that asylum, where ppl don't restrain you, because afterall, you are crazy.
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Oh I hope you do get that.
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Mar. 31st, 2006 03:25 pmAHHHH!!!!!
I'm really nervous about this party tonight. I'm not good in crowds. Especially full of people I don't know. I mean I'll be fine once I get there but I'm really anxious right now. Its funny tho cause half the party is going to be sophmores and half seniors cause my friend's brother is a sophmore and a bunch of his friends are coming.
Well anyway, wish me luck.
I'm really nervous about this party tonight. I'm not good in crowds. Especially full of people I don't know. I mean I'll be fine once I get there but I'm really anxious right now. Its funny tho cause half the party is going to be sophmores and half seniors cause my friend's brother is a sophmore and a bunch of his friends are coming.
Well anyway, wish me luck.
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Mar. 31st, 2006 10:18 pmAnybody got some good porn they're willing to share?
