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[scryptic.livejournal.com]

Everyone should read 'Satan's Children: Shocking true accounts of Satanism, abuse, and multiple personality.' by Dr. Robert S. Mayer


About the book:

NED awoke in Puerto Rico five days after fleeing a New York medical school, unable to recall how he got there.

REBECCA- More than 500 seperate personalites lived within her--All controlled by a board of directors.

HELEN was confused and unhappy with her existance--until Claire emerged from within to reveal the Evil One's purpose.

RANDALL was many people--including Kalita, Obsidian, Many Selves, Many Pockets...and the Slasher who threatened to destroy them all.

COLLEEN-- Catherine claimed to be her true self---having taken over years earlier when the horror became too much to bear.

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[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

go ahead and steal the banner and post where you need to.

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[persephone-thea.livejournal.com]

I am patrolling the halls for the next hour or so, if anyone needs me. And I will be here off and on all day.

Ted Bundy and all that Jazz

[damianarose.livejournal.com]

So I am against animal cruelty...But what I'm about to say I can't really say to anyone else or anywhere else...


Right now in Utah they are trying to make Animal Cruelty a felony, which I am totally for. But they have these billboards all over in giant letters saying "Ted Bundy started of torturing animals....Make it a felony." And to me that doesn't stop it, it promotes it. I love Ted Bundy... horrible serial killer that he was and when I saw that sign all I could do was smile, laugh and get a rather odd happy feeling in my chest, like "Whoo Hoo! Ted's name in big letters!" Sick and wrong....but fun...

this won't go over very well

[iheartsantino.livejournal.com]

yeah, so i'm a little upset.

it's almost my birthday and i always get really bad around my birthday. i turn into an emotional wreck, i don't know why. so i don't want to do anything to celebrate it but my mother says we have to have some family over and lah-dih-dah. nobody fuckin gets it. it makes me feel really uncomfortable, but my grandparents are coming over and we all know that no one lasts forever so you kind of have to go along with everything. i HATE being the center of attention so birthdays are bad.
i'm getting so fuckin stressed just thinking about it. i think i'm gonna have a panic attack. GOD DAMN IT ALL TO FUCKING HELL AND BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! a whole bunch of shit that i don't want to deal with. i think i'm old enough to decide that i don't want to celebrate my birthday anymore.
kill me!

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[evil-andy.livejournal.com]

i just want to die...

A poem

[damianarose.livejournal.com]

A poem I just wrote that I knew you guys would appreciate.


I want to roll in my anger like its warm water

Deep crimson waves rolling through my eyes and hands.
By words that she says and promises he made over a distant land.
Red tears of grief flowing down my cheek, connecting with my lips.
Thoughts and words, fierce like the cracking of whips.
Magenta coloured skies fill an endless night.
Love is long gone in this world full of fright.
Brilliant ruby rivers criss cross pale skin and veins.
Relief of this sadness and emotion come from pain.
Seething hot fire licks up my sides.
Like tiny bits of life that rolled over and died.
Scarlet dreams drift slowly by, tempting without fear.
But slip through my fingers, too far yet so near.
Cherry coloured blossoms bloom without love.
But no olive branch would have been found without the dove.
Sleeping, soothing burgundy wraps around my heart.
But it does not protect from the poisoned dart.
Glowing handsome garnets shine around my life.
But they do not dull the pain of not being someone’s wife.
Wine-coloured waves of anger hurt those I love and see,
By words that I speak and promises he broke to me.

Rant

[execute-me-666.livejournal.com]

I apologize to anyone who is offended by what is below or whatever because pretty much none of it is directed at any of you; although some of it is......here goes:

1.) someone hacked into my phone and got all my incoming calls forwarded to them so my whole effing morning was a nightmare and trying to figure out wtf was going on and whatnot. the cell phone company was thankfully able to fix it; but then when it was fixed i got voicemails from people being like, wtf happened this morning? are you okay? are you alive? what the hell is going on? etc. you get the idea. and whoever had their calls forwards to them must have had an earful. i left two very pissed off voicemails b/c i didnt know wtf was going on, and then my gramma said she called, my cousin called, and then a bunch of my friends called, i was told when i saw them and they were like wtf. so ya.

2.) i turned in my student teaching stuff this morning and i requested placements in which the prof told me i could at the student teaching seminar. well, the lady bawled me out, yelling at me like i was a three year old because i cant go "that far" because they can't pay asupervisors to drive there, etc. wtf. first of all, im observed what, like a whole THREE times! and second of all; the radius is supposed to be 50 miles (she said 30 today, but they said 50 at the seminar, wtf!) and the places i put, the farthest one was about 40! also, they won't let me go there, but they'll let other people go an hour north (my places are only about 40-45 minutes!!) it's just messed up and i'm not a happy camper about that. she was definately not very professional about it.

3.) its march so ive pretty much given up on the idea of getting a gift from my secret santa from here *and* the other place. which sucks because i put a lot of thought, effort, and money into both gifts. at least the person from the other site acknowledged she got it, posted pictures and positively loved it. the person here on the other hand, has not said a damned word!! SISSANI WHAT THE FUCK! THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS SAY YOU GOT IT OR *SOMETHING*!!!! DAMN, GIRL! And because I obviously don't know who was supposed to send me something from here, well, that's really shitty. The least you could have done was sent a free e-card explaining why you signed up and then didn't send anything out. not cool.

4.) why do professors think the only thing you do all week is things for that class and you dont have any other classes or homework or a job to go to? damn. my last semester of classes and i've been used to getting it all piled on and whatnot in the past, but this semester seems ridiculous. i have 3 lesson plans and a flannel board story all due the same day FOR ONE CLASS!

5.) Men. Is it really nescasary for me to elaborate on this whole issue? I'm just fed up. I give up. Of course, the past two times I gave up, another waltzed right on in. At least this last time, he respected me and agreed that we'd take it slow. Of course, by slow, I didn't mean he had to wait forever and a day to call me. Blah. No hopes, I swear.

I give up. I seriously do. Beginning of the month and what a effing wonderful way to start it. I seriously hope this is not the way my whole month is going to go or I will seriously be depressed. Willng to crawl into a whole and hide or something.

Oh and did anyone watch One Tree Hill tonight? WHAT THE FUCK! Tell me he did *not* seriously do that. OH MY GOD!

For good news, I was a good girl today and went to church for Ash Wednesday, I fasted, only eating one meal, which was this evening, and didnt eat meat. Yay me, lol.

Guess I better hit the books, damn.

Ciao bella.