oh i don't know

[whoop-t.livejournal.com]

Today was a very unproductive day, but yet it was nice.

And even though it was nice, I was still scared of the unknown.



When am I going to be able to trust? I have no reason not to... I think.......

And if I don't get over my insecurities, I'm going to push away my soul mate.

I can't lose my world.

(no subject)

[wayin2much.livejournal.com]

I am moving up in the world... or the asylum, haha. I may be crazy as all Hell but have recenty decided I want to fix it all. I have to go to a therapist... that one wasn't my choice, but no more hurting myself! And I love you all...

*looks around, comes out quietly from the shadow in the corner (where people didn't even know I was there) and sits on the floor beside the couch nervously*

ANNOUNCEMENTS:

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

The virtual asylum is still at http://www.ljasylum.com

We have a tag game in progress, so check your latest public post on your journal to se if you are IT. Go do that now. see who is "it"

If you are interested in RPG's there is a place to do this also


Click here for the alice in wonderland art contest
I extended the deadline till the end of the month, so get your entries in!

Snowman contest winner will be announced shortly....


THe Asylum Quilt Project information
Deadline is TOMORROW!!!! get your quare in!

and dont forget to register your imaginary friends here


Will be updating rooms TODAY, get in your room requests now.
eviltera's room is up for grabs to whoever wants it.. as well as the room graphics that went with it. email ljasylum@yahoo.com

Please let me know if you received your wristbands. they should be there by now.......

Eep!

[eviltera.livejournal.com]

Can

mgmfdgm

Someone

sgngdzgn

Please

mfffgh!

Take

FUCK!

My

goddamnit

Wristband

(but I'm sane now!)

off?

No seriously, I can't get it off. Is is supposed to come off?

( Update on my cousin, Sarah )

(no subject)

[bubblegumsleaze.livejournal.com]

From the recorded transcript. Am I insane? You tell me.

( Read more... )

What is wrong with me?

[ravenreese.livejournal.com]

I keep skipping my meds, I'm supposed to take one in the evening and one at night...but I just forget. Then I feel worthless and generally have suicidal thoughts skipping around in my brain. Not good. How can I just forget my meds like that? I'm not fooling anyone...my husband can tell when I am starting to slip when it comes to my meds...

The real fact of the matter is that I don't want to be on meds...but my life is hell when I am off of them.

Sorry, I guess I'm just ranting.

iunno...

[tear-glazed.livejournal.com]

I've a feeling my meds are gonna be upped again in Febuary when I see my psychiatrist again because I'm not sleeping... and for whatever reason he likes to make me sleep with antipsychotics. Everytime he ups my seroquel, I go a little crazy, get depressed and suicidal and slice myself up.. then my anger works against me instead of driving me. I lose. Rage wins.

I dunno... we'll see... I'm on a really good streak right now... I'm going back to school for nursing in September(psychiatric, isn't that a scarey thought?) cuz I wanna make more money and have more options. So by the time I'm 30 I should have a good career. I hope I get done what I need to get done before I hit the turbulence. I know it's coming.

I feel fine. I just can't think today. thoughts are coming out short and unfinished with lots of blank space in between. meh.

I need to do decorate my asylum room still... maybe come up with something shinier for the _asylum_ banner... I like shiney things. Maybe after work tonight. yea. creative therapy... see nurses? I take notes!

Who is love? Not me.

[poison58.livejournal.com]

( Who is love? )

having a bad mood week

[poison58.livejournal.com]

I hate myself. Last week I was so happy and giving my medicine back. Well now I need double doses. I want to swallow it with poison. Did you know that the energy drink AMP by Mountain Dew looks like antifreeze. I wonder if they taste the same. I have heard that antifreeze is real sweet. It would be a very slow and painful death if I drank it. I don't need more pain. I have plenty thank you. But will have to think about it for a while. Then see if I have any antifreeze. Then think about it. Maybe by then I won't do anything. I am so worthless.

(no subject)

[pentaheart666.livejournal.com]

The engravings are deep.  The blood cries crimson.  Who would have thought that someone like me is capable of doing such damage? Maybe I need a doctor...but I can stitch them up myself.  It's nothing serious. They've been bleeding for two days...that's not half as bad as other cuts I've seen.  Please think of what you will.  But let me just fill you in.  Am I afraid of going back to that dark and shadowing place...my answer is of coarse. The veins running through my brain are where it lies.  The blood in my veins is my very own depression's sanctuary.  But have the pills made it stop?  Most certainly not. 

  But it's not me I'm worried about.   My dog is in critical shape.  He might die...you can't have much hope to swallow three sewing needles and live to tell the tale...but he can't talk to me anyway. That's the sad thing about animals.   I'll never know why he did it.  Maybe he is like me afterall.  But he can't be....he didn't know what he was doing.  If it had been me, it would have been different. 

 

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[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

A very late thursday therapy:

what do you see in these inkblots:

Love letters and the like

[lost-in-wonderl.livejournal.com]

x-posted from my journal.

( Love Rant )