I'm so bored and I don't want to do my research paper and I think I'm going crazy and I need someone with imaginf skillz do photoshop my office and help me decorate it the way I want it (just so) and I haven't had sex in over a month so I'm going through withdrawals and Brandan called last night and I'm all fucked up all over again and I FUCKING HATE THIS and if you don't like thought streams this entry is probably not for you and additionally you should know that it will likely get more and more profane as the thoughts continue to pour out of my head jeus christ I'm typing like a madwoman did you know that for thought streams you aren't saupposed to use proper grammar or bother to fix typos but I do it anyways because I'm fucking OBSESSIVE and I want to cut but I WON'T because I have control over my body and I actually think that my community (
sharpobjectsinc) is DEAD or DYING but I refuse to delete it because I just love it that fucking much and I have two new communities - one recently opened and the other just starting construction that is if my co-mod decides to get her ass ONLINE sometime soon I wish I could just do the coding myself but unfortunately I don't know much html other than the random crap I've gleaned insofar you know they say that the best way to learn a foreign language is to be dropped into that country without any recources so that you're forced to learn the language to survive but I don't think there's a country that speaks html as their native tongue so what do I do if I can't beam myself into Futurama?
Holy crap. My arms hurt.