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[undivinemartyrx.livejournal.com]

i just talked to my ex girlfriend on the phone while she was having sex with her current boyfriend, and the only one who felt weird about it was me

A Game! Horray! A Game! (A part of the Friday Five)

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

A Movie Trivia Game!!

Behind the cut are 10 screen caps from 10 different movies.
You have to guess the name of the movie from the screen cap provided.
If its late in the day-or there are a lot of replies already here, please post a new message with your answers behind a cut and a link back to here.
First person to get all 10 right will get a cookie award!
Good Luck!

( Movie Screen Caps Here )

Cravings in words

[imperiouscaesar.livejournal.com]

A sentence from today at the bus stop, a poem from yesterday on campus...

( Behind the cut )

Sanity please.....

[xiamsoelectricx.livejournal.com]

So my day begins....

All I can think about, dream about, and breathe is him. Why am I like this. He did the same shit to me three times. Shouldn't I hate him by now. Not love him more. I feel like dieing, as I am already dead inside. I started cutting again. Something I told myself I would never do. I hope it does not get out of hand again this time. I am preaching to myself to stop, but I do not listen. I wish that people here, my family, the two friends that I do have understood all of this. I wish that they could see how much I hurt from day to day. Perhaps all of this is my fault because I sugarcoat everything, walk around like nothing is wrong.

I am not sure what to do anymore, I am running out of options.

alone in the dark i cry myself to sleep at night
your hopeless romantic
-charlotte-

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[domocles.livejournal.com]

twinkle twinkle little bat
how i wonder what you're at
up above the world so high
like a tea tray in the sky

another group therapy

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

How well do you nkow the ppl on your friends list?

http://robohouse.com/lj/guessfriends/

find out and post your scores....

I will post my % correct, but remember, I have 302 friends.... its hard to keep up.

Bad day

[lynxykitty.livejournal.com]

I usually don't write here as I find myself fairly sane most of the time. But today is different. It is a bad day for me. I am burnt out on life today. Tired, fearful, and no place to go. I am suppose to be working but do not want to look at the screen. My job requires that I talk with people on the phone but the phone is too heavy to pick up today. Even tapping on the keys hurts my fingers. I would love to fall asleep and never wake up. I want to hand all of my responsiblities to someone else. Iwant to hold my soft blanket and suck my thumb and cry. I want to be held and rocked. I am wearing thin my energy that I have left in me to do anything. I struggle with existing. I do not ask for help as there is none for me. I only wanted to write this down in a safe place.
Promises
Savage Garden
Well don't you know I need a
little indulgence?
Listen to the hunter becoming
hunted
Every day there's a million advances
Don't be too forceful you'll ruin
your chances
Well don't you know that time is a
broken glass
That splinters against the wall?
But the picture is coming back
now baby,
And I want to take it all

[chorus:]

Don't go making all these promises
you know you cannot keep
There's a time to play a king and a
time to be the thief
'Cause if you're making all these
promises you know you cannot keep
You know time will be the thief and
your fallen king will end up alone

So let your body move a little
bit closer
Silent like the sound proceeding
a cyclone
Don't you know that
powerful thinking
Can be a force you don't want
to relinquish?
Well don't you know that,
They say that hanging on will justify
the wait?
But patience and elated wisdom
don't share a common phrase

[chorus]

Well, I'm only hanging on for what
goes down
I'm floating high and my feet don't
touch the ground
I'd take advantage but I can't see
through this charade
So don't you, don't go make it harder
than hell
'Cause when it comes down to
the making
You better be damned sure you can
take it
Hey baby

[chorus]

Time will be the thief
and your fallen king will end up...
A fool, a fool, a lonely sorry fool
Oh baby, 'cause I told you baby

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[xiamsoelectricx.livejournal.com]

Hey,

does anyone want an extra friend on their LJ
if so add me :-)
i need friends
and i comment a lot
<333333333333

Charlotte

Common Room Update

[herrdersylphen.livejournal.com]

Some typos have been fixed.
The refresh rate of the common room has been set from 5 seconds to 10 seconds.
The Submit-Button-Error has been fixed.
Logout-Problems have been fixed.
Now, users who don't chat or anything for about 15 minutes will be set to "Idle" status, which canbe recognized by a red username (->red users are idle).
Users who don't chat or anything for 1 hour or more will be automatically signed out.
(That's for all you guys who close the window without hitting the "sign out" button.)
Emotes are now available.
Retrieve Password is now available.

Coming up next:
- automatic Chatlog (when all users have signed out, the chat will be deleted and all messages will be stored in the chatlog.)
- Setup area (where you can change display names, passwords, etc.)
- Information area (tables including all users, status, FAQ and Emote list)

The chat should work normally now. If you have still problems, please comment here.
That's all.

So long, and thanks for all the fish.

Geez

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

Why do young girls want to have babies? Is it some sort of 'lost baby doll' complex?

I don't get it, I mean, I myself am pretty overwhelmed and I'm no young girl.

I was shopping today and two young girls came up to me and asked to touch my tummy. Fine, a little weird but fine I suppose. Then one proceeded to say how badly she wants one and how maybe her boyfriend would help her. Her friend just mindlessly giggled and stared at my belly.

Now, forgive me here but I got REALLY mad. I snatched her hand off my stomach and told her not to be such a jaded fool. That just because she has a uterus doesn't mean it's the only part of her that can be productive.
I told her she'll want a child that she can raise when she is at least properly educated.

Of course I got the 'Well, you don't look old.' And I just laughed. Perfect example. I told her if her mind is really immature enough to boast such a hole-filled arguement than she really needs to stay in school. I'm 24 and I've had 14 years of schooling, oddly enough as much schooling as she'd had life and I'm not done yet.

I hope she wises up.

Lets Try That Again, Shall We?

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

*ahem*

My many apologize for the Movie Trivia. I didn't realize that a) if you click the photo you can get properties from it and b) I had neglected to lock up the answers >_< Baaah....stupid lack of sleep!


But now that I am more wiser about the ways of picture placing, I beleive we can try this again. For real, this time!

Rules:

1. 10 screencaps from 10 movies, can you guess what they are?
2. One attempt per inmate
3. If this is no longer the first entry in the comm, please post a new one with your answers with a link back here.
4. First person to get all 10 correct earns themself a special cookie

Good Luck

( Under Here of Course! )

Yay for Google!

[dr4g0n-3y35.livejournal.com]

Alright, I don't know if I'm allowed to start group therapy sessions, but I thought this was fun all the same. ^_^

What you do is you google your name plus "needs"... So, for example, I went to Google and typed in "Samantha needs" (with the quotes!). Here were my results - many of them are quite accurate, lol.

Samantha needs adoptive parents who are willing to meet her needs for structure.
Samantha needs a professional painter.
Samantha is in need of a loving home in CA.
Samantha needs money.
Samantha Needs Some Prayers.

Of course, I'm a little worried about my boyfriend's results...

Kevin Needs Your Money.
Kevin needs your help.
Kevin needs to be locked up.
Kevin needs to go to jail.
Kevin needs therapy.

Teehee! ^_^ Anyway, have fun, and post your results!

Another Common Room Update

[herrdersylphen.livejournal.com]

Yeah. It's annoying, I know. Heh.

Well, I've fixed another bug in the common room. It seems to be working perfectly now...

I added the "Information" section now, you can go there an check on all the other members, FAQs and Emotes.

In addition, it takes me about 5 minutes to add another emote. And as this is a chatroom for all of you, tell me if you want another emote included.

Okay, everyone can suggest an emote. It should be no larger than 32x32 and in .gif format with transparent background (if you don't know how to do that, don't worry, just post the pic an I'll make an emote icon.)
It can be anything. I'll include it then with the keyword ":nickname:", nickname meaning your LJ username. Or anything you like, if you don't want that. And whenever you type that in the chat, your emote will appear.

You can look at the Information here to see what emotes are already there.
So, any suggestions?

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[tear-glazed.livejournal.com]

I have Dysthymic and Borderline Personality Disorder.

I thought finally having a certain diagnosis would make things easier. But I'm just angry. everything I have to change.. I can't.. or don't want to.. or something. it's just pissing me off.

If everyone just left me alone I could go on with my defective life...

My kids have enough family around that if I did somehow confuse them, they could see past.. know that mommy's just severely broken.

10 years. Ten years I've been dysthymic... ten years I have been displaying features of BPD.

And now I know... now after it's gotten much worse than it ever used to be.

But it's me... ten years ago, there was no traumatic experience to blame this on...

They say it could be due to a brain infection and not show until puberty.

A staph infection at birth... a ton of ear infections, strep throat and tonsilitis, chronically at a young age. Because I can't think of anything else to have caused this.. I have been this way my whole life. Feeling it since I was 14... explains why I worship eeyore... a person with dysthymic disorder doesn't experience happiness. Just chronic, daily, unavoidable, low scale depression. Gloomy.

My mom told me that even when I was the happiest she'd ever seen me... it always looked forced... like I was going through the actions, but not really experiencing it. I dunno. Maybe she's right. How would I know if I've never felt happy? Though it does explain why I just don't have the same pip for life as other people... it's always been kinda a drag... everythings always kind of been that way.

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[xxforsakenlovex.livejournal.com]

BYE BYE MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!