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[xlovexyourxhate.livejournal.com]

Sorry to everyone. I've behaved wrongly. My apologies. I will try to change my way of thinking.

Early Riser

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

Ahhh, theres nothing like Sinfest early in the morning...

=^_^=

Oh, and Killer Queen is in my head again, thank you. **Grrr**

The Queen is Lonely

[devouredorchid.livejournal.com]

Let's be friends.

Strange feelings...

[eurythmicqueen.livejournal.com]

Has someone ever shown a side of them that you've never seen before and its kinda changed the way you feel about them?

My boyfriend turned into someone else the other night. He was over worked, very very tired and emotional, but he had a mini break down. Fair enough I shouldnt judge him, but Im so used to people around me being strong and not getting upset easily. It was hard to see him cry over something so pathetic and small. He lost his mobile/got it stolen and fell asleep on the train and had to walk to my house even though he had no idea where he was going - all this after 36 hours at work. I should have been more understanding, but when he turned up on my doorstep, crying and emotional, being a general drama queen, telling me that he knew I didnt want him there (which was bullshit) making me feel a bit pants in general etc. We'd had a small tiff on the phone eariler before it was stolen, but him being so disorinetated forgot that it was HIM being agressive and horrible to me, rather that the other way around which he seemed to believe. I set him straight the day after and we're ok now...

But...I still think...if he can get that emotional and upset over something so small, how will he cope if something really bad happens?! How can he look after me if he cant even look after himself? Seeing him like that made me look at him in a different light. I just wanted to slap him and tell him to sort it out. Im not a very good comforter. I'd rather tell people to get up, dust themselves off and get over than sugarcoat it and molly coddle them. But he just looked so pathetic, sitting on my bed, snivelling. I know it sounds horrible, but surely he should have coped with something like that a little better. Its like he regressed back to being a 5 year old. He couldnt even talk to me properly.

I've been feeling weird ever since, but Im just trying to forget about it, as its dragging up feelings that I dont want to have.

GOOD MORNING MY BEAUTIES

[bloodlessenvy.livejournal.com]

life has an interesting way of always putting you in a position to see new aspects of the world and the people in it. what i am continuing to find is that the more i learn about one particular person the farther away i am driven from them. i figure out that many peoples personalities alone are not strong enough to suit me. but wait, i dont mean like in general where you make a new friend and suddenly its like no i dont like you. i mean like in a relationship. your significant other may act one way before you are together, they may seem to be someone that you could get along with quite well. however, when you do decide to be with them you find that their personalities are a lot weaker than you thought they were. they are completely different and the thought occurs to you that they have been lying all along. and as strange as it may seem i would rather be beaten then lied too. its not that i dont understand the idea of faking who you are to get what you want, its that the actual act doesnt impress me instead it makes me angry. And i know im rambling but most of us do at one point or another. however i also feel that if an inmate learns something new they should share it with their breathren, thus i have. hugs and kisses to you all for i am in a chipper mood today.
~bloodless~

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[of-silence.livejournal.com]

hello there. *tilts head*
Such a pity, the weather has been rather unstable lately.

<33

[deorcfata.livejournal.com]

"constructed to break down solids"

[carrion-heart.livejournal.com]

(no subject)

[shevian.livejournal.com]

Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.

"Sanity is the playground for the unimaginative."

Penguins are completely and utterly USELESS. But they rock anyway.


...and so it goes...

The first and last quotes I want to get tattooed on me... somewhere... perhaps my lower back, just above my ( butt. )

And while we're on the topic of tattoos, I want a dragon wrapping around my right arm and two "f holes" on my forearms... no, not fuck holes: this

Chocolate and Blood

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

The current taste in my mouth.

I'm feeling a bit off atm so I think I should go sit under a warm shower for a while and fix up. (Not to mention brush my teeth.)

I won't explain what it is going on in my damn mind, but it's back and it really bothers me.



Aside from that all is well.

this shall be some interesting fun..

[http://users.livejournal.com/-tornbeauty-/]

some of you should join this forum that my friend made..
she made me a MOD.. so I decided I would give it some publicity.
a favor for a friend...

:D
thanks.

Song in my head

[kkyra.livejournal.com]

I have this song in my head, one of my favorites, and it seems to fit my mood right now, so I thought I'ld share it with all of you:
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score for me writing a song using a chemistry term as the basis

[xlovexyourxhate.livejournal.com]

"Entropy"

Everything is crumbling down around me.
Disorder, chaos, and breakdown of all organization.

Ripped apart.
Decomposing.
I am breaking down.

Entropy! Entropy!
Life is torn to pieces.
Entropy! Entropy!
Order dies in me.

Life is in shambles on the ground.
Destruction, pain, and a loss of purpose.

Broken down.
Rotted away.
I live in ENTROPY!

Entropy! Entropy!
Life is torn to pieces.
Entropy! Entropy!
Order dies in me.

CHAOS! DISORDER! LIFE IS BREAKING DOWN!

I am broken down....

Entropy! Entropy!
Life is torn to pieces.
Entropy! Entropy!
Order dies in me.

In me.... order dies in me.