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Apr. 2nd, 2005 01:21 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Entrope has left me. I've lost my passion. No meds involved. I've been off of the anger and depresssion inhibitors for months now and I fear they've permanantly damaged my ability to experience pleasure or anything. I can't write, can't sing or play my guitar. Can't make love. I feel emptier, now, than I did when I was on the fucking zombifiers. Has anyone had this reaction to weening yourself off of meds? I was on lexapro, and for some reason my doc thought they helped with anger too???? I don't fucking know anymore. All I know is that I'm so fucking dull right now I can't even stand myself, and it's affecting my relationship and my music.