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[bl00dobsessed.livejournal.com]

what is the html for putting up a picture on lj???

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[bloodlessenvy.livejournal.com]

one fucking little mistake just one and it all goes to hell. so i must tred carefully. the problem is that nobody seems to have any damn faith in me and they are all giving up way to fast. they need to learn to listen. How many times have i done things that involve very specific steps in order to get what i want??? COUNTLESS TIMES. and yet they still dont listen. they want to come with me in two weeks but they make no effort to do exactly as i tell them too. i keep saying over and over again, if you want out for the week you have to do exactly as i tell you. there are ways to get out of this place for short periods of time and actually have it rock your world, but you have to do it right or your not going any where. they wanna stay here fine, but my plans are already set in motion and im outta here the day after easter.

Hum dee dum

[coma-violet.livejournal.com]

I'm tired of picking assholes as boyfriends. I don't know if it chemical or what, but I pick the worst men to go out with. I realize that you have to love yourself in order for someone else to love you. For some reason, I can't love myself until someone else does. Its ridiculous, because it doesn't work like that. I'm trying therapy and self-esteem classes, but its not working.

I really thought he was the one.

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[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

Im getting way too dangerous with my xacto right now
Its taking me apart.

Im hurting.
make this go away.
im scaring myself.

no peace for me.
no peace.
I cant stand what Ive become to escape what I hated being.
deeper and deeper
it seems like such a shame.
at least loss of blood makes me feel lightheaded enough to feel a bit better.

this never ends.goddamnit.
let me rest.

uh, hoggety-poggety?

[dangerbaby3000.livejournal.com]

we took our doggy to the beach to spend some quality time together, just the 3 of us. the sky was bruised and it was cold, but a damp, pleasant cold that only comes from the ocean. the storms had washed up quite a bit of interesting debris, and in between ball throwing and dog-praising, i picked up the bits and pieces that particularly caught my eye. one such article of debris was a purple glass perfume bottle, with gold trelis-like designs toward the top of it. it was really pretty and still had a bit of perfume in it, and it's a nice fragrance.
i also found a four-pointed starfish. he seemed like he was born without his fifth point, rather than the possibility of an accident or attack. i thought it was dead and that he would make a nice decoration among my odds and ends, so i took him home with the rest of my hodgepodge. when i got home, he started gooing clear goo. i thought he was alive still, and, not wanting to be the one to kill him, i stuck him in a bowl of salt water. however, it was tap water and table salt. if he wasn't dead before he is certainly dead now, and he is now in my backyard, drying out so i can keep him in my room.

the end.

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[spiderweb66.livejournal.com]

If there is someone on your friends list you would like to take, strip naked, tie them to a bed post, lick them until they scream, then fuck them until both of you are senseless and unable to fuck anymore, then wait about five minutes and do it all over again, then post this exact sentence in YOUR journal.

anyway... i realized today that i am falling into the same exact pattern as i fell into last year,  and the 2 years before that. it's somewhat unnerving to say the least, when i think about it. between what i've picked up again, to my pattern of grades, relationships, thought patterns. it's actually really disterbing, everything that has been going on. i was looking back in my journals, and apart from the fact that i'm only just realizing this now, everything seems to be the same down to the day. i haven't learned anthing. that's really sad, disgusting.