blury day

[cageddoll.livejournal.com]

Im new, please welcome me, as I want your attention. Today I lost my identity. Im confined in a small room, in small college town, in a school which Im beggining to resent. I flew from home thinking I would have freedom, instead I found a false Identity where I have killed the beautiful girl inside. The first friday of the month is coming. Back home we call it First Friday, a night to walk among the living, observe art, as well as people, followed by endless conversation with people you actually enjoy as humans. This Friday, I will spend it drunk, or stoned, or both, because thats what we do in college. Im as good as dead, for I have killed the part of me that sets me apart from these people I now think of as family.

.........what did i do to deserve this?

[ireallydohateu.livejournal.com]

i am crazy i guess, and my whole family hates me now. cept my mom, but shes a crazing raving bitch too so no support there. and my grandfather feels bad for me so he gives me money sometimes. when people think you've gone mad why do they hate you?:(

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[melhelmeh.livejournal.com]

Don't you think it's kinda lame for spending 40 bucks on 4 pills that you have to take all at once? It was gonna be 50, but our shitty insurance only convered 10 bucks.

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[dangerbaby3000.livejournal.com]

Reincarnation has been a subject of great interest to me, and i am sort of leaning in that direction in the way of what happens when you die. i am very afraid of dying, because the thought of never being on this earth again tears me apart, so maybe i just think i believe in reincarnation to make me feel better. but reincarnation would explain a whole lot of things...

what are your thoughts, if any?

btw, i am computer-retarded, and someone showed me how to do some html stuff, so if it doesn't work, go ahead and laugh.

Damn :) !!!

[fatgothgirl.livejournal.com]

It looks like I got preggers during my last oh so cool goth party.



I'm going to name it Gandalf or Raven, ill have to find out who the father is though.

It's not too late

[the-swallow.livejournal.com]

Because you were all so very kind I wanted to update you on things going on.

I've been diagnosed as an insomniac, and the stress is still there-and has gotten so bad that they gave me sedatives...but that's okay...because I'm doing well.
They found out a few causes for my problems i.e. the anxiety attacks and mental breakdowns etc. and some of them are physical things that can be corrected.
I'm Anemic for one, and hypoglycemic and a bunch of other big words I don't want to burden you with.
I have a loving person at my side now, his name is Nick, and he's been by my side since sixth grade and we've decided to make it 'more'...we've tried before-but this time I'm sure it'll work, those other times I fucked up.

I have relied on my music through everything I have endured- and I love it...it's my steady guide.  I want you all to also know I have a livejournal community for underground music- incase any of you were interested metalunleashed it's brand new-but no I'm not here to promote.

I just wanted to say thanks for your kindness and show you that I'm going to be okay for once, I atleast know it.

 

-giggles-

[jaxxkcode.livejournal.com]

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How scary are you?

im not that scary, really.

"But Ill be there for you as the world falls down...."

[gothic-girl17.livejournal.com]

"No one can blame you for walking away..."
W00T!! 2 Hour delay for school tomorrow. Happy about that. What Im NOT fucking happy about are these little insignificant MORONS who want to be fucking IGNORANT BASTARDS and post stupid bullshit mother fucking entries saying things like "Oh Im pregnant" or "Oh I tried to kill myself." YOU MOTHER FUCKING STUPID BITCH WHORE ASSHOLE!! GO THE FUCK TO HELL WHY DONT YOU?! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! PEOPLE LIKE YOU SHOULDNT (A) BREED (B) BE ON LIVEJOURNAL JUST SO YOU CAN GET OTHERS TO PITY YOUR IGNORANT SELF AND (C) BE STUPID ENOUGH TO THINK YOURE ACTUALLY GONNA BE BELIEVED WHEN YOU TELL YOUR BULLSHIT LIES!!!! Yes Im fucking ranting in this damn entry! Fuck you you little poser bitch!! Anarchy for one fucking day! ONE FUCKING DAY!! You and your fucking little poser croonies need to go scrawl back into the shitty asshole you came out from!! GO TO HELL!!! OR BETTER YET, FADE OUT INTO FUCKING OBLIVION!! You stupid assholes are just fucking pathetic and jealous! People like you make crazy people like me either 1. crazier or 2. fucking sane again. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU!! Fucking little cunt bitch!! GRRR!! DAMMIT!!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!! You know who you fucking are. Go back the fuck where you came from. I think we all agree: GO THE FUCK ON SOMEWHERE ELSE!! Now...with that said and done and still feeling like I havent said enough, HAVE A HAPPY FUCKING DAY FUCKING BITCH!! Thank you... XD