Acceptable

[bubblegumsleaze.livejournal.com]

There's another level of being
or maybe it's another world. I don't know what it is, or how it is that it comes to be, but more and more it's where I want to be.
Time is erased and the face you find yourself wearing
the eyes you look through
are unmarred
ageless and unflawed
the you you see wears no scars
feels no pain
and the moment is continuously imminent.
Forever just on the brink
mere moments away
while around you everything is soft
dim
warm
and the only sensation is comfort.
In this world, everything else is gone
There are no sounds
and everything is yours
Everything you think is profound
Every sense and every sensation
is heightened to a level that would make you insane
in any other world.
It is a reality populated by only you
A world that is entirely yours
And more and more I live my days
with the only motivating force being to get back to that other place
That other reality
Other world
whatever it is
I look forward to the time I can close my door
Shut out the acceptable
And drift into this place
where I would
if i could
find a way never to leave.

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[rowan-is-me.livejournal.com]

this should cheer you up>

and this is why people shouldn't touch people

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[tankgirl24.livejournal.com]

Blast! I'm feeling really bummed out. I quit smoking for 13 days and I quite drinking coke and and and....sigh...

You know, I haven't really hurt myself in a long time. I'm bruise free and scar tissue free for like a month. I'm starting to get the itch though. I figured someone in this community could relate to this. I just want to hurt myself because I think it would take my mind off things for a little while. All I want is a nice bruise to poke at, is that really all that bad?

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[stereotest.livejournal.com]

For the last three days i saw weird dreams. It goes on and on and here's the latest one:

I'm sitting in the theatre and sometimes screaming along with people around me. Also, someone is giving away fancy cars for free along performance on stage. When i'm leaving the place, i know that i have to find the subway, but i temporarily loosing my direction. When i'm almost there, some dogs are biting me in the ass and i'm turning to their owners and ask them to do something about it. 

 

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[spiderweb66.livejournal.com]

Alright I'm not very good at introductions but ill try. My names Caitlin and i'm 16. I'm not really sure what the other two's names are. They're just there.But they like to fight a lot. This is my friend Jaimie. She looks a lot like me. Except she has emerald green eyes instead of midnight blue . We both have dark curly brown hair with natural red highlights. Its rather sad but nobody can see her except me. I dunno. Maybe they're just blind. I love to write and paint. But if you ever want anyone to talk to, friend me. I'm almost always online. (Except if i'm sleeping or at the shrinks or at school but i often stay home so friend me anyway.) well thats all im gonna say now. so yea. bye.