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Feb. 7th, 2004 12:06 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Okay,this is my first post here...but I seriously gotta rant...
God,I'm seriously starting to get sick of it.Everyone knows I'm not perfect,right?My mom doesn't know this.
She still has the illusion that I am a perfect little daughter,and I must strive to be in every way.Sorry ma,I don't do it like that...
I brought home an 'f',big fuckin deal.My teacher decided to put a '0' instead of an 'incomplete' giving me the low grade.
I still have to make up a test,but sorry mom,that day I was checked out early for being sick.This was out of my control.
Not my fuckin fault my teacher only has one day set for makeup tests.Teachers over here do things wrong,at least you could make up your test during class the next day at MC,taking away a lot of stress for everyone.
And shit,it hasn't even hit midterms yet,and that's a full semester class.It's not like I'm gonna fail the easy class...remember my history grade last year...huh?It was a 100 for most of the semester,I know my history.
OS has a fucked up system,and it's really getting on my nerves.
She asks me where that grade came from...then chews me out for being suck a poor student...WHEN I TOLD HER I CAN BRING THE GRADE UP!!!She says that school isn't fun and games,I NEVER FUCKING SAID IT WAS!
And of COURSE I'm not going to take her shit,so I get sarcastic.I barely even say anything,I just shoot her glares.Of course,her being the best,most mature parent out there,she glares back.
Wow mom,nice to know you're on my level...
Then she tells me she's tired of looking at me,to go away.
You want me gone bitch...???
Just say the words and you'll never see me again.
Just say the words and no one will see me again.
Fuck it,I'm sick of trying to be a little poster child for her.I just want to be me for once,but she could never accept that.
Just say the words mom...I'll be happy to oblige.You'll never have to put up with stupid,bitchy,sarcastic,useless me.
Because I know that's what she thinks of me...she's told me flat out before.
And she's worse when she's sick...and guess what?She's FUCKING SICK!!!
I'm tired of this,I'm through.I'm gone.
~Lauren
God,I'm seriously starting to get sick of it.Everyone knows I'm not perfect,right?My mom doesn't know this.
She still has the illusion that I am a perfect little daughter,and I must strive to be in every way.Sorry ma,I don't do it like that...
I brought home an 'f',big fuckin deal.My teacher decided to put a '0' instead of an 'incomplete' giving me the low grade.
I still have to make up a test,but sorry mom,that day I was checked out early for being sick.This was out of my control.
Not my fuckin fault my teacher only has one day set for makeup tests.Teachers over here do things wrong,at least you could make up your test during class the next day at MC,taking away a lot of stress for everyone.
And shit,it hasn't even hit midterms yet,and that's a full semester class.It's not like I'm gonna fail the easy class...remember my history grade last year...huh?It was a 100 for most of the semester,I know my history.
OS has a fucked up system,and it's really getting on my nerves.
She asks me where that grade came from...then chews me out for being suck a poor student...WHEN I TOLD HER I CAN BRING THE GRADE UP!!!She says that school isn't fun and games,I NEVER FUCKING SAID IT WAS!
And of COURSE I'm not going to take her shit,so I get sarcastic.I barely even say anything,I just shoot her glares.Of course,her being the best,most mature parent out there,she glares back.
Wow mom,nice to know you're on my level...
Then she tells me she's tired of looking at me,to go away.
You want me gone bitch...???
Just say the words and you'll never see me again.
Just say the words and no one will see me again.
Fuck it,I'm sick of trying to be a little poster child for her.I just want to be me for once,but she could never accept that.
Just say the words mom...I'll be happy to oblige.You'll never have to put up with stupid,bitchy,sarcastic,useless me.
Because I know that's what she thinks of me...she's told me flat out before.
And she's worse when she's sick...and guess what?She's FUCKING SICK!!!
I'm tired of this,I'm through.I'm gone.
~Lauren