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Visual Hallucinations

Visual hallucinations are the most common type of hallucination in dementia. The person may see people, animals or other objects. Sometimes the hallucinations involve quite complicated scenes or bizarre situations.

Visual hallucinations can start with misinterpretations. The person may think they see faces or objects in swirling patterns on fabrics or in the shadows in a room, for instance.

Many people with dementia who experience visual hallucinations only experience them occasionally. Moreover they often only last a few seconds. However, sometimes they are more persistent and troublesome.

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Once a great man told me "BLEIEVE NONE OF WHAT YOU HEAR AND ONLY HALF OF WHAT YOU SEE." I never fully understood what he meant by that till about a year ago. I mean whom can you really trust to tell you the truth?

People lie and it's not just friends and classmates but family and teachers too. Ear to mouth, things can get messed up along the way. Think about it... Have you ever played the game telephone? There is my point. People sometimes don't hear the whole thing, or will just change it to fit their point. Everyone goes thru life living blindly. They believe what they want to. It doesn't matter if it's a total lie. They choose to believe what they want. Also, when people see something (like 2 people talking) they make up in their own head what is happening. That's how rumors get started. But you have to believe some of what you see because it's a fact it's happening.

So, whom can you trust when you know the whole world could be lying to you? You one would think. I mean it makes perfect sense to believe yourself, doesn't it? But if other people lie then why wouldn't you. You can see something and without meaning to make up a story in your head and pass it on; or if you keep it to yourself you would just be lying to yourself. People do it everyday by making up feelings for other people to feel bad for them or make them think everything is ok.

So, why do us humans do it? Maybe for the thrill. Maybe to explain something. Or maybe just cause. You should trust yourself through. You can't go your whole life not trusting anyone, including yourself. You wouldn't be able to live a normal life. But what is normal anyway?

IF THE WHOEL WORLD WERE CRAZY THEN IF YOU WERE NORMAL YOU WOULD BE CRAZY AND IF YOU WERE CRAZY YOU WOULD BE NORMAL.

The whole world is crazy through. No one is truly sane. We don't know what truly sane is. Maybe everyone that we think is crazy is just trying to find a way out of this crazy world? Maybe they stopped trusting themselves? Or maybe they are at the state of mind the world should be at?

The human kind has destroyed the world faster then it was built. So, why did the world let us evolve? Is the world trying to destroy itself? Or are we really something special? How could we be special though? We kill at of hate and just leave the bodies. People take their own lives.

Why if we were so special would this happen? We have disturbed and balance this world has had for billions of years. We have destroyed homes and killed families and that is just with animals. But we are animals. We are "THE ANIMAL." the ultimate creature to walk this earth. We "know" life and why it happens. But we really don't know, the only answer is chemical reactions.

WE ARE ALL CHEMICAL REACTIONS, PARTICALS PUT TOGETHER TO FORM A BEAST UNLIKE ANY OTHER.

WE LIVE TO DIE AND DIE TO LIVE.

Has science failed us? Maybe science is helping us destroy the world. In fact, if it weren't for science the world might still have a chance. Now we know that we have screwed up everything. WE CAN'T CHANGE WHAT AHS ALREADY HAPPENED. We can't just put a giant ban-aid over it to make it all better. It's to late. We will just continue to destroy till we, in the end, destroy your selves.

Scary to think just by me believing some of what I heard I could come up with this. Believing more then half of what I saw I knew this. But can I even trust myself? Should you trust me? Or should I even trust you?


P.S sorry if you ahve read this before i have posted it on another journal.