Brainfuckingwashed

[ventriloquism.livejournal.com]

With a credit of lies and a pocket full of secrets, I stand in my place with the people among the world, with my eyes slightly open. Open just enough to see what I am not missing.
.Brainwashed.
Everyone is Brainwashed. But thats ok it is not their faults they dont know any better. Poor, Poor souls...they suck. They suck at life and anything they will ever try to do with it. Oh well- your thinking there has got to be more to it than that..? MWHAHAHA. You tell me?

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[tinyfairy.livejournal.com]

AS the room gets colder and then to hot to stay in everything starts to look so far away again. Like it's all a dream but i know it isn't. It's not real is what my mind keeps telling me but no, it is it's all to real. i won't remember this tomorrow i don't want to remember. something happened i don't knwo what but something is wrong. everything is to fake in this world that it is all to real. as a look around i see everything past me fast but it sinks into my head slowly. what's going on? am i dreaming? should i sleep so that my dreams feel real for that short amount of time. so tomorrow i will forget about this real world and think my dreams really happened. why can't i feel today? why does this happen to me so often?