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AS the room gets colder and then to hot to stay in everything starts to look so far away again. Like it's all a dream but i know it isn't. It's not real is what my mind keeps telling me but no, it is it's all to real. i won't remember this tomorrow i don't want to remember. something happened i don't knwo what but something is wrong. everything is to fake in this world that it is all to real. as a look around i see everything past me fast but it sinks into my head slowly. what's going on? am i dreaming? should i sleep so that my dreams feel real for that short amount of time. so tomorrow i will forget about this real world and think my dreams really happened. why can't i feel today? why does this happen to me so often?