I know what to do, but I'm too lazy to go through with it. Running away from the effort I have to make. I thought I am a lost cause. I thought I'm already dead. But you say "keep living. If not for yourself, then for me." Then I know that it doesn't matter if I'm already dead or not. The only thing that's true in my life is my love for you. And in this love, I doesn't matter.